WHEN A 20 SOMETHING YEAR OLD TRAVELING MODEL PENS HER CLUMSY MIND, IT LOOKS SOMETHING LIKE THIS.
And then below it was a scrolling widget of my photoshopped and published modeling work as a display of my credibility in case any one had doubted my lofty claim to the career. Ha.
That by the way, uh, may sound immodest...but actually, it's my way of sarcastically shunning any preconceived notions that when a girl claims she's a model, what she really means is that she's taking photos of herself on the iPhone that her sugar daddy bought her and is instagramming them with anticipation for likes. You know, the modern society's way of grading and validating.
I thought the title summed up my life perfectly at the time without losing any readers with falsely diagnosed attention deficit disorders.
But like someone who was falsely diagnosed with some attention deficit disorder derivative, my own blog bored me. Or at least the maintenance of it.
And so, after attending a blogger's and digital media conference recently, I was inspired to click on the darn thing again.
What a mess.
The title is so irrelevant to my life.
I am no longer traveling or living abroad as a model.
Heck. I'm not even modeling as much as I used to as I'm trying to pursue acting and hosting.
But hey, at least I'm still a 20 something year old and yeah, this mind of mine - is still relatively clumsy.
Every now and then I get random people mention how they used to follow my xanga and it warms my heart to know that there's a rare few who have seen both my writing and myself evolve over the past decade. But at the same time, it makes me sad that I haven't kept up with the blogging. And there's a multitude of reasons as to why I haven't.
Anyways, let's see if I can update the ol' girl again.
Isablogs Again Du